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Emm... What can i say?
One word.. TIRED... EXHAUSTED..
Well.. These few days kinda busy with my works and performance...
Yesterday i just finished my performance... This saturday night gonna perform again le...Hmm...
I'm really so tired... No matter mentally or physically...
Sick.. Fever... Headache... A big bruise at my butt because of my carelessness...
All on the above are physically...
So... Mentally? Emm... Felt so tired suddenly because need to face so much hard work...
Need to think this and that... Many questions in my heart...
Felt kinda stress sometimes... Because i just want to be happy but at last just pretend to be happy...
What am i thinking actually? I really do hope to be happy and no worries~
Can't sleep well for such a long period...
But... I will think positively... Because i live for my own... Not for others...
No need to worry what others think on me...
Just be myself~ That's the only aim...
Cheer up^^
Today i have learnt a theory...
When you found a new target, you will forget the previous one...
So what for to be stubborn on the old one?? Just find a new target...
Hahaha~ Felt that i'm so bad to say so...
Why i will learn this theory?
I saw this through Facebook la...
But i felt that kinda true... I think most of the girl won't do this.. Right?
Most of the guys just will do like tat huh~ Hahahaha...
Emm...Because the new one can replace the previous one...
But i won't be like that la...
Because this case will not be happened on me...
I do not need to forget my target... Because it will keep in the bottom of my heart...
So.. Readers... You guys just decide what you need to do la...
That's my only opinion...
Remember... FORGIVE & FORGET I will my update my recents photos in the next post... See ya and stay tuned o~ Readers ♥ ♥ MOOD ♥
Hmm... Kinda moody recently...
Argh!!! All things can't be going smoothly...
Can't reach what i hope to get..
Can't reach the target that i have set...
The problem that trouble me the most - MY FACE
How come this two days my pimples pop out a lot?
What happen to my face actually? Some problem occurs in my body?
Using the wrong product? Wrong sleeping hour? Stress?
Or because of skin sensitive after i have my pet - Chubby?
Hmm... I felt annoying once i saw my face...
I am so hate to see the mirror.. I hate to see my acne skin...
Is there any way to cure it? I felt so disgusting...
Kinda worry about my face..
I am a girl... Face is the 2nd important part of body...
Of course 1st is heart...
How am i going to perform if my face is acne skin?
How am i going to pass my Christmas and Chinese New Year with this face?
Please.... Please recover as soon as possible...
Why my face almost fully recover last Wednesday but few days later, my bad dream happens again?
How i hope that the pimples will stop popping out and stop bullying my face again...
Please... I've tried much effort to cure it.. How comes it happen again?
Can't YOU see my effort to cure it? Hmm...
Please recover as soon as possible.. Please...
Pray hard that my face can recover before Christmas is coming...
Hope YOU saw my effort that I've put on...
The 2nd problem - My Weight
I'm getting fatter this half year...
Once i saw my thin look photos, i felt so guilty...
Last time when i was thin, i was so easy to capture photo with any angle of face...
But now... I am getting fatter, my face become fatter and of course my weight getting heavier...
It was so hard to capture photo already... Because i was fat, my face become round...
So... No more V shape now... Just got O shape now...
That's y i so less to take photo now...
The photo below are so precious... Because these are the best two photos le...
1st - 27.11.2011 (No more V-shaped face)
2nd - 28.11.2011 (Natural light make my face look fairer)
That's all for today...
Hope that my face recover soon...
If not, i really wanna cry le...
Will try more method to cure my Acne skin...
Do you guys have any good method to cure acne skin?
Please tell me... Kindly drop message to me through FACEBOOK
I am really willing to try any method no matter how hard...
I will thank you guys so much...
At last, i wanna post my beloved CHUBBY's photo...
He is so damn cute... But his fur is too long... Look like SO LOU [cantonese]
Mr. Sun is coming out recently... Hot weather is coming back again...
Drink more water and put on sunblock before you go out..
Or else.. U will get sunburn skin... Bye.. Take care... ♥
Labels: Feeling ♥ I'm not OK ♥
Feel so moody.. Nobody can share my unhappiness & sadness.. Who else can i talk to? No one T^T I'm feeling so suffer now.. I need someone to calm me down.. I need listener.. Blogging to express my feeling.. I'm the one who can help this relationship.. I don wan to lose this relationship.. I DON WAN!! Nobody knows my feeling now.. I just can say.. Feeling stressful, sad and lonely.. I NEED U!!! Labels: Feeling ♥ Happy + Sad = ? ♥
A weird title.. I know!! This is a WEIRD title~ Happy because of what? Because Saturday.. After i have performed, i ask some people about my performance.. They say i sang quite well.. Fortunately they said so.. They said that i sing better than i'm singing in band.. Hmm.. Is it because of song selection? Well.. I'm singing a latest song and old song that night.. One is "SHA GUA", Another one is "JIN TIAN BU HUI JIA" Emm.. I'm using my own way to sing this song.. Try to manage the end of the song till to CLIMAX.. Emm.. Anyway.. Fortunately i sing well that night.. But my sound till now hasn't ok yet.. Aikz.. Hope my sound can recover as soon as possible le.. These are my photos during that night..  on the way to performing place  While i'm waiting for my turn to sing Then.. Why i'm sad? Should be so happy a... Why i'll be so sad.. Aikz.. Because my dear had been HK.. Feel so miss him.. aikz.. Really do miss him so much T^T Fortunately he will call me sometimes.. Find me through MSN or Facebook.. Once babe arrive HK, he bought a sim card to call me.. Maybe he is too understanding me, he knows that i will think much.. He knows that i don't like lost contact with him.. He knows that i want talk phone with him before i sleep.. Thanks dear.. Thanks that you will contact while you're situated at HK.. Hope you'll come back as soon as possible.. Everyday countdown till the day you come back.. Everyday waiting for your call and message.. today is 19th of May.. You'll be back within 5 more days.. I miss u!!  This is the most recent picture of mine.. Hey friends.. Weather is getting hotter and hotter already~ Drink more and more water ya.. Take care..  p/s i like wearing spec now [without the mirror] to cover my eyes to prevent other saw my small eyes >< ♥ A song for u-Don't go away ♥
Don't Go Away - BY2 Looking to your eyes There’s nothing to hide And you’re no longer mine How could I survive, when you say goodbye Why do birds still fly apart? Can’t stop the tears from falling We used to be so fine And you walk in to my life I’ll try to reach out for you Just to be with you My heart is breaking Don’t, don’t go away Baby don’t you know I miss you so Don’t, don’t go away I’ve never been on my own before Can you hear me just take me with you So don’t, don’t go away Don’t, don’t go away Baby don’t you know I miss you so Don’t, don’t go away I’ve never been on my own before So want you try to feel my heart beat once more P/S a song for u... Miss me always when i'm not beside u.. Pls do remember to take care yourself there o.. k? Promise o.. I'll miss u so much T^T  Labels: Feeling ♥ The words in my heart ♥
私はあなたを愛します。.. 私は本当にあなたを愛します。. しかし私が突然１つの感触を受ける理由？ この感触は我々が一緒に最初の記念日渡すことができない感じられたｉです。. 私は私にあなたがまもなくこの関係を止めるであろうと言ってそれがあなたの行動であると感じました。. 今日あなたは私にあなたが私を憎むと言いました。. 私は本当にであるあなたがそう言うのを聞いてショックを受けている.. なぜあなたはそのように言うでしょうか？??? 私はこの言葉のためにまったく元気がありません。. あなたがそれが私の誤りであったと感じるであろう理由？ 何でも。. 今、もしあなたが私を慰めないであろうなら、私は決してあなたを許さないでしょう！!! As the title written, this paragraph is the words in my heart.. I hope to express them out.. But i dont hope anyone knw about it.. Tat's y i write them out by other language.. Labels: Feeling ♥ Crying ♥
 Crying tis few days.. Y... I think he knows.. I cant control my feeling recently.. Felt so weak recently.. I think i really nid to train my EQ.. I' tired of waiting u console me alr.. Aikz... Also waiting.. Crying isn't the best way to solve the problem.. Sleeping? Cant help me too.. I felt suffering when i lost ur contact.. don't u knw about tat? hmm.. not same like b4 when we knw each other.. U'll miss me n tell me tat u miss me.. Now u din tel me, izit dn miss alr? Remember the day b4 we have been tgt.. U say u'll make feel 'heng fuk' n will give me more surprise in future.. I hope it till my neck long alr.. I shouldn't wait for it maH?? i think too much le mah? Or i trust u too much? I dunno!!! Many question marks in my brain.. Izit pak toh long time le, guy will be caring gf less?? I really hope to knw.. Pls drop some comment to let me knw!! PLLLsss... I totally nid ur answers... Labels: Feeling ♥ LONELY ♥
 Wat is the feeling in my heart now? Hope crying.. But i'm so angry... Hope scolding someone.. But i've no energy to do tis.. I'm totally tired of waiting... Wat is the definition of waiting??? According to the Dictionary, Waiting is defined as the action of staying where one is or delaying action until a particular time or until something else happens.. It's the first day babe at BRUNEI... Emm... feeling quite lonely.. The tears seems like keep appearing in my eyes... It was so hard to control sometimes... I dont like the feeling of lost contact from him.. Without calls.. Without messages.. Those feeling are totally torturing me seriouly... Aikzzz... I'm the one who always care, isn't it? Tis afternoon i went out for hair treatment.. I was so scare tat he cant find me, so i keep using phone on9... But.. at last, i found tat i'm so stupid... I'm worried so much.. But he was like no response!! So hurt me n make me so depressed.. Now i alr felt like tat.. I cant imagine how suffer i'm during he at HK.. AIkkz.z.z.. Today is Good Friday.. Y God didnt help me at all? hmm... Hope to cry out loudly and shout!!! Is there any suitable place just for screaming?? I nid it so much noww!!!  Found tis pic in website... Felt tat so nice... So suits my feeling.. Labels: Feeling ♥ I LOVE YOU ♥
From 17 Dec 2010 till 26 Dec 2010... My dear leave me alone at Sandakan...  How bad he is.. [actually is me need to work, so cant fo together with him] So.. I have to pass my christmas ALONE.. Hmm... I'm not used to dear is not by my side.. I'm not used to sleep alone at home... I'm not used to without your morning voice every morning... The most i'm not used to be - cant see u everyday... Sigh..i miss him so much... Does he know tat? Hmm... Fortunately dear promised me tat will pass New Year with me.. Mayb will have 2 days 1 night trip.. Hehehe... Planning it now le~ Will go to resort tat time.. Probably Beach Resort.. Hahaha... XD~ 19 Dec 2010, Daddy is coming back.. Long time no see my dad le.. Since my dad goes to MIRI work, I miss him so much.. Worried about his health.. Worried about his life there... Worry everything around him... Dad is getting thinner and thinner... Once i saw him, i'll hope to cry.. Dunno why.. My heart feels like broken.. Just like a knife is cut into it.. Medicine do make my dad getting thinner.. Why sick is always around him? He is a caring daddy.. Now i know.. I really do love him so much... Although i didnt call him when he is working at MIRI, but my heart is always missing you!! DAD~ Although i cant say out hw much i love u, but i'll write it here to express my feeling on you.. DADDY~ I ♥ U Please always take care urself.. Can? I'll work hard to earn money and let you rest at home.. Dad, I wont let u work in the future once u have finished working at MIRI I miss the time u look healthy and like to joke with us.. I miss the time u are fat and look so smart with black hair.. I miss the time we having dinner together and go supermarket together.. I hope u'll recover as soon as possible.. Dad.. Please do remember there are 2 lovely daughter love u.. I will pray hard for you.. Wish u getting healthier~ These are the photos which is captured tis month.. Long time no update my blog~ Too busy working le..    Tat's my recently photos~ Hope dear come back as soon as possible.. Muacckkzzz ♥ p/s if u guys wan to follow my blog, go to the bottom of blog and click 'FOLLOW" cheers ya... frens... Labels: Feeling ♥SORRY♥
Firstly..I want to say sry to my blog.. I m so long time didnt visit u and updated it le.. Hmmm... Tis month i'm so busy with my job, my dancing competition.. & my dancing class... Wow... feeling so tired tis month... And i also get sick few times le... Sometimes feel gd bcox can earn money by myself n buy something tat i like... Lazy to upload pics here leh... Here's the link to my facebook photo album http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=224079&id=675032934 ♥ Sept ♥ Will upload more about FREAKY GENIUS soon o... stay tuned.. muakxxx Hmmm.... tis month keep stick with my dear... But he went to tawau having bsb competition le... He went thr one week... Cant see me singing competition le.. Hope he is support beside me... I knw he'll... N i hope dear knw tat i m always support him too o... Babe.. Love u ♥ One more month is my birthday le... Heheheh... hope to get more present... Bcox a birthday party will be held o... kakaka... Wishlist for tis year birthday present: ♥ Watch BONIA? ELLE? ESPIRIT? watever.... ♥ Phone HAZEL J20? NOKIA 5530? hmmm... dunno >< ♥ Camera Nice colour, gd quality and megapixels high then ok le.. ♥ Purse my purse already bad le.. Hope buy a branded purse soon... Tat's all... Hmmm... fight for my future.. Earn more money, buy cosmetics and clothes... ♥ ♥ ♥ Labels: Feeling ♥Limit♥
I tot i can stand for u ignoring me...I tot i can accept u play games until no msg me... Finally i knw i cant... Jx wan to tel u tat.. It had reached my limit!!! But i knw tat u feel tat's nothing wrong with it... U feel tat only a small matter... Hmm... If people ask me, what do u feel about guys? I'll answer............. Guys are higher animal tat only will treat the gal they wan to chase the best, and hear wat they said, and do wat they want... But they wont treat their gf the best, and hear wat they said, and do wat they want... Get the difference? Tat's the specification of GUYS I care as much as i can... But u? Hmm... never acherish hw i treat u!!! I tot u'll change... I trust u.. Because u made a promise yesterday night... But i dont think u did it!!! Start from today, i wont treat u good.. I wont care you more... Dont blame me because i just do wat u did to me Labels: Feeling ♥Moody♥
Recently... I'm so down... Dunno y... Hmmm... dont like tis kind of feel... I miss my dear so much ♥ 8 more days he jx come back o... aikz... He has been ipoh le... Playing bsb again... My dear... I hope to eat sushi with u... I hope to shopping with u... I hope to sing k with u... I hope to be with u always!!! Try to avoid myself to cry everyday... I really so miss u leh... Hmmm... I'm SORRY... Tis few days keep crying when talking phone... hope u wont angry me o... Hmmm... so sry... my dear... 11 days more... is our 2nd month le ♥ U happy mah? I cant wait for tat day le... Dear... We promise to exchange present... I alr knw wat to give u le... How abt u? See u at 2nd of August o... I ♥ U Labels: Feeling ♥Boring♥
Hmmm... tis few days... Dear not beside me... Feeling so emm guan... Alr used to everyday stick tgt le.. Now he is not by my side... Feel like guai guai de... For sure.. I mi ss him a lot.. Hope tat he knw lo... Took few pics tis few days... Without any editting... Got a bit looking pale... urrhhh.... >.<
p/s emm... mayb will cut a fringe for my front hair.. ~GOD BLESS ME~ Labels: Feeling ♥Heart is broken♥
Arghh... Waiting for dear about 4 hours le...Tot dear is sleeping... Who knw... Suddenly.. He gave me a call... "Bii... sry.. i forget msg u.." I'm so sad when i heard tis.. I cried... Not dare to say out.. Not dare to angry... Jx crying alone... Hmmm.... Jx the 1st day he went to kk practice ball... He alr forget msg me le... I dunno in future... He'll said wat... "Jac.. I forget u le.. U're not in my heart le.." I dunno he will say like tat o nt.. Arghh!!! My heart is so painful nw... Feel like broken-hearted.. I hope u really can release my pain nw... I hope u're by my side nw... U made me crying... Labels: Feeling ♥Precious♥
Labels: Feeling ♥A right decision♥
xxxxxx5/6/2010xxxxxx Its the day we start our new life.. Dn think wat other people say... Jx be myself... Happy jiu can... Hope thr is a surprise to9... hope u stil remember wat u told me yesterday night... Stil remembered tat u also told me tat... Will go to barlin wif me next time... I hope it can be true as soon as possible... Saving money to buy a new phone nw... Mom said... She'll buy me new clothes if i guai guai.. I wan start to be guai lui nw le.. When i sin can get a new phone leh? Can take nice pics.. Can on9.. Have a big screen... Oh my dream phone.. Whr r u.. >_<" I hate my broken keypad.. Hmmm.... Ready to bath le.. To9 watching movie lur... Will upload new pics soon... I wan capture pics wif u to9... ^^ Thinking hw should i wear to9... Labels: Feeling ♥Speechless♥
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Dunno wan put wat title today.... I.. I dunno wat should i put... Yesterday cant on9.. plan to update my blog to share something... Tat's fate... the line very bad... Sucks.... =.= My mood nt so gd today.. I so hope to shout out... Very bad mood... Very angry... I dn understand... Y guys never appreciate gals... Never appreciate wat gals had done to them... Never think carefully wat gal is thinking abt.. Never worried abt tgt or break... Never use heart to love the gal who love them... SIGH =.= God is fair... Thr r male n female in tis world... Of course... Not only male... Female also had a strange altitude too.. Some gals r kind... Some gals r jx like a bitch... Today i heard a news... I cant believe tat the one i trust, is the one who lied me.. Y i'm so stupid.. i hate myself... Y i'll trust her... I shouldn't trust her once i knw her.. I knw her nt more than 5 days... These 5 days... She told me a lot things... A lot of things r changed within tis period... I treat ppl gd, bt y those ppl never treat me gd.... I had promised myself... I never trust ppl so easily frm nw... Bcox of her, i started nt to believe my fren.. Bcox of her, my heart felt so uncomfortable... Bcox of her, i 1st time did something rude... My fren asked me... Y i had become so rude... Y i''ll scold rude words in personal msg n status... Actually... I shouldnt care her tat much... Bt i was so so so angry... Y she can pretend like tat? Lied me a lot bt stil can pretend so gd wif me... Stupid!! I'm scolding u r bitch... But u stil pretend good to me... Really damn fake.. U ARE FAKE BITCH!!! Labels: Feeling |
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